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Oh New York

how much I’ve missed thee and the terrible MTA.


"I have promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep" - done at Diablo Rojo in Austin, Texas.
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it’s not all it’s cracked up to be

…frankly this all just feels like one big ass vacation. i don’t feel at home, i don’t feel like me, and that’s no one’s fault but my own, obviously. 

Naturally my toothache stopped for my first couple of weeks here, and it has now increased to unbearable levels of pain. And now that I don’t have insurance in this state I’m stuck between a rock and another hard place. 

The job prospects suck…it’s been a while now, I’ve been actively looking like legitimately looking and applying for jobs everyday. And still nothing. Then on top of it all just the plane lack of mobility and the emptiness in my chest it just doesn’t seem like it was worth it. I swear if I had $112 I’d go right back home.

But is that even an option anymore?